Relief

The definition of relief is the easing of a burden or distress. Today that's exactly what I received. I went to my 11 week doctors visit hoping to hear this little ones heart beat and behold we heard that tiny little beating heart at a beautiful 184 BPM! That to me fits the definition of relief. Tonight, I am basking in God's love for me and praying that this pregnancy produces a full term healthy baby girl !

In other news, I took Caleb for a hair cut today at Hair Diddle Diddle and they gave him a very handsome hair cut! The best part for him is they gave him a sucker to eat...this is the first one he has ever had and he LOVED it! I guess his Easter basket may have a few of those this year :)

                           Caleb after his hair cut still eating his sucker!

It's been awhile

Sorry, I know its been awhile since I post anything. I am currently 10 weeks and 4 days pregnant! Things look good as far as I can tell. I have a doctors appointment on Thursday afternoon. I am trying to be relaxed about the appointment but truth is I'm really SCARED. I guess its because the last 11 week appointment I went to pregnant, I found out about the miscarriage. It was sooo disappointing and sooo unexpected. I had no signs of miscarriage at all. SOOO even though I feel fine and I have NO sign of miscarriage this time I still have anxiety about going to this appointment.. I know I need to trust and I want to TRUST.  Its just really hard to do after a loss. I promise to update the blog on Thursday after my appointment. I am hoping to hear the heartbeat :)